I would be very honest, 2009 wasn’t all that laughter and fun. It wasn’t all partying and crazy stuff. There was also a lot of challenging emotional situations that I’ve been through, so challenging that I thought I wouldn’t be able to see the end of this year. Whatever you’re thinking might be right, yes, I tried to do something stupid to myself.
I tried to maintain my ‘partyphile’ looks and the ‘happy-go-lucky’ guy that everyone loves. I buried my bleeding self under the guise of my adventures. I tried to smile regardless. I’m just so glad it’s over.
The irony is, looking back, I’m also happy that I went through all of those sh*t (excuse my French). I feel that I’m stronger now and wiser. In one way or another, those sh*tty situations helped me to understand myself more and everything around me as well. I learned how to stand on my ground regardless if that means losing things that I thought matter.
I don’t care that much anymore on what people might think about my decisions. I don’t have to live by their Expectations and I don’t have to live by their Rules. I have decided I’m gonna LIVE MY LIFE on my own terms and I won’t let anyone take it away from me.
To all the people that I’ve met, regardless if it’s a good or bad experience, Thank You! In one way or another, I’ve learned something from all of you.
To my family and friends who stood by me and held my hand during my roller coaster ride, Thank You!
No more dramas! No more sh*tty stuff! No more time wasters! Let’s all flush all our sh*ts down the toilet and Welcome 2010 with anticipation and hope.
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Happy New Year Flip!
me too 2009 was not a good one but still there are things I am thankful for...
let's just hope for a better 2010...aja!
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Happy New Year Yuuki!
2010 will be a great year Yuuki, for ll of us!!! :-)
Wishing you all the best!
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Yes, let's flush the all the shit 2009 brought upon us! Here's to a fresh start in 2010 :D
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I'm glad I'm done eating before I scrolled down to the photo that thankfully has no poop in there.
Happy New Year to you!
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@ Nina: Cheers to that! New Year, new beginning!
@Dennis: hehe I was tempted to post something like that LOL
Happy New Year Nina and Dennis!!! wishing you all the best for 2010!
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Happy New Year Flip! A fresh start is always a good thing.
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Thanks Akila! Happy New Year too!
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It sounds like you had a 2009 a lot like mine (where I also didn't think I would see the end of it) but as my motto says: 'I'll be fine; I always am'
2010 will be a great year with new beginnings for the both of us by the sound of it! Good luck to you :)
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thanks Toni! let's stay optimistic :-) 2010 will be better :-)